Titles are the hardest part of writing for me.
If you read my past titles, only the titles to my series makes sense.
Everything else has a deeper meaning and forces the reader to think about the title and what I've written about to actually get it.
For example, The title of, "When Hope Doesn't Speak" is a hard title to match up with the writing unless you really think about it and actually feel how I felt when I wrote that.
It's clear that I wrote mostly when I was depressed and sad about a person that I'm dying to write about.
I know that if she finds it bad things will come about so, I try to restrain myself from writing about her. It's not like I'm going to write bad things. I would write only praises about her. And I think that's what the problem would be. If I have another person in my life that takes her place, why write about her? I'm pretty laid back and calm, but writing such things would bring a ton of emotions to the surface. I'm fine in displaying who I am in these writitngs, but it's writing about her that I know she would dislike.
I've put off posting for the longest time, which I hated doing. I've had plenty of drafts that I want to post, such as my life story, or my past relationship. I'm writing to give myself awareness that I'm still alive.
Those are my contemplations about future posts. I also wanted to do a series on YouTube about peoples "marriage" stories. It's something I've gotten into lately. It calms my lonely soul and encourages me too! Some people got married dozens of times. Others, it's their highschool sweetheart that they are married to. There's funny "how they met" stories that I want to either write about or make videos out of too.
My story, how we met, she hit me with her car while I was riding my bike. Luckily no damage was done. If so, it's good damage, we met! XD I wouldn't consider that damage though. Well, to her maybe, but she puts up with me. I'm so lucky.
Like I said, just a heads up towards myself. . .
